Look Not upon my past

Well there is a huge story behind this drawing, i moved to oklahoma when i was probably about 18 or 19 years old, my aunt and uncle were avid, and i do mean avid church goers, and yes i was made to go along with them, they went like at least five times a week. At first i really hated it and then i started liking it, and so i got saved and then i drew this, well needless to say i no longer go to church because for one im not religious and two im to busy, and three im a spiritual person, yes there is a diffrence between religion and being spiritual, i dont follow any religion, however i have beliefs which is diffrent, religion is a structual belief that has a title to it, such as christian and so forth.